Tyear's blog

This is my life so I plan to learn as much as I can. I certainly plan on laughing as often as possible. I am going to stand up for myself, and not fear change. I will let go of pain, I will dream big, and I will be open to love, even if it hurts sometimes.

What do you plan to do with your time here?

Even when I am down in the dumps, crying my eyes out, trying to understand why I have the hardest circumstances of them all, in my heart, I know that when I stand up, I will be stronger, smarter, and better equipped than the adversity before me. I am a winner, my heart pumps victory, and I believe in progress.

On your last day, what do you want the world to say about you? Do you want them to leave behind a list of all of your esteemed accomplishments, acknowledge your loved ones that remain, or do you want them to be at ease, knowing that no matter what day was your last day, that you lived your life.

I have spent many a days reflecting on my life, thinking I have survived another decade.

What do you do when you are living in a form that has two conflicting agendas?

Due to various life circumstances, I have perfected the survival mode within. I find comfort in playing it safe, and marvel at the order and security that survival mode provides me.

Despite everything I have been through, all that I have accomplished and all of my failures I am so wonderfully lucky to be who I am.
NO one else can walk in my shoes, follow my journey, or say I have taken a shortcut.
All that I have lost, all that I have gained, I am powerful. I am love. I am human, I am a woman. I am beautiful.