I have pushed myself to the edge of self destruction. The lord will have to carry me the remainder of the way because the weakness of my mere mortal self is rearing its ugly head at a time when I need to be the strongest. My finals are approaching and I have completely checked out of the building.
When you want a person to be in your life, or you see the potential in a person, sometimes you accelerate their personal growth for your own benefit. Most time it is so you can justify that person in your life even when all other radars are going off that this person just doesn't have your best interest at heart.
Money is liquid, you can make it, lose it, recover it, and hold on to it. Time however is not money. The difference between time and money is that once you lose time or waste time, it is gone forever, and if you dwell on it, you will only lose more time.